i dont know what is wrong with me...i wonder is it the time of the month that i will feel this way or what...

just feel very tired and not happy these days...

i am becoming tired of defending myself...and slowly i am considering seriously what is it that i really want...
was this investment really worth it?...will it last?
seems like i couldnt shun away the fact that i am insecure about the future...
i had the problem before, i thought i moved on...but seems like it is back to haunt me...

looking back..., seems like my efforts are not reciprocated...
i am tired of initiating things...why is it always me...

maybe teacher wei hui and mummy is right...it is time to take small steps now and not to paint such a rosy picture of the future...
no one knows what may happen...no one except God...

posted by berlinda at 3:34 PM