hi all...

now going through a really tough time...exams now...i finished bio, maths, GP...

i have another two more days to go...

i feel that the my chances of survival in JC is really bleak... feel this way after maths paper today...heard from many ppl that failing papers in JC is very common, so "nothing to fret about"...i know...i understand...but i never knew that the process is so painful..it really bring me to depression....much worse than that of secondary school...i wonder how am i able to pull through it...

This amount of stress is really killing me...is like i work and study hard for every papers but at the end of it i don't do well...what if i don't get promoted? how do i prepare myself for 'A' level if my performance is like that?i feel that i am really disappointing a lot of ppl..teachers,parents and myself...

sometimes i cry alone to relieve the stress that is all inside me...i don't want daddy and mummy to worry about me so they cannot see me cry...

this route that i have chosen is so much harder than i thought.....silent sobs...

posted by berlinda at 12:50 PM